For a long time I was asleep - not in the literal sense but a sort of waking slumber. Mental health struggles, bad relationships and feeling overwhelmed I almost morphed into a version of me that worked on autopilot. Don't get me wrong, I had good times and made precious memories with my children and loved ones but for a lot of it I think I was just in survival mode. It wasn't until just over a year ago at the end of a relationship that I finally started to wake up properly.